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Miss K - I wanted to change my trauma and change my life

“It was my dream come true. It wasn't being a stand-in to help a MUA friend or a photographer they knew- this was my shot. I had a handful of contract offers based off the pictures that would come from this shoot. Better yet, this photographer was one I considered my friend.

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I packed a small bag and headed to his house for hair and makeup, then we would be heading to the location. It was a stunning mansion up north from where we were and was owned by a woman who had many high profile clients. I'd never been around my friend in his work mode so it was exciting to see him in his element.

The pictures were incredible and I could feel my dreams coming true. After about 6hrs of shooting, we wrapped up and headed back to his place. He asked if I wanted a drink but I declined and requested water, hoping to still make it to work. I was a dancer at the time. Little did I know or ever expect, there was something in my water.

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Next thing I remember was my body being awake but my eyes still weren't opening. I could feel that I was laying down and someone was touching me in ways I knew shouldn't be happening. Out of instinct I threw a fist in the direction of the touch, heard a grunt, and by that time I could open my eyes. It was him. My photographer and my "friend."

I had no idea why this was happened or what was going on still, but I realized by the blood that I had broken his nose and this was my chance to run. I jumped off the couch and heading towards the kitchen to grab my stuff. Behind the couch in a bag on the floor I noticed a bag of toys. He'd had other plans for me too. I ran out the door and got in my car. The closest and safest place I could think of was my work so I got there as fast as I could, ran to the back where I knew people would be, and mustered up a "help me" before blacking out again.

Fuzzy bits remind me of being in an ambulance, then being in the hospital having staff/strangers taking things from and doing things to me to try to figure out what drug I was given and exactly what had been done to me. He had destroyed trust, and my dream.

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The State decided to prosecute him and we went to court nearly 2 years later. This meant I had to see him and basically re-live it all. I wasn't sure I could do it. During the process I discovered he had put other women in similar positions and from the point on, I was determined to take this as far as I could for all of us. The district attorney and the women's advocate are still my friends to this day, even members of the jury approached me after my court fight and hugged me, reminding me of how strong I was and how proud they were. He got 10 months probation, his reputation and career were destroyed, and he's a registered sex offender for life.

I've been living with this hurt and betrayal for over a decade. Just the thought of the experience put me in tears. I was done letting it win! I wanted to change my trauma and change my life with a positive experience that made me feel confident and beautiful again. Irina and Cristy made this happen for me and I'm FOREVER grateful. I felt comfortable from the first conversation I had with them both, and knew this would be a game changer for me. The pictures are indescribable, and the experience and self change are both things I can never repay.”

~ MISS K

Panama City Beach, FL

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Miss K - every woman needs to make a gift to herself!

“Irina is an amazing photographer! She is very easy to work with. She knows how to make you feel even more attractive and beautiful than you already are and you will see the results in the pictures.

I think every woman needs to make a gift to herself with boudoir sessions from time to time to remember how beautiful she is. Great gift to your husband or boyfriend as well.

I recommend Irina and definitely will do it again!”

~ MISS K

Panama City Beach, FL


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Interview with MISS G.

Gorgeous Miss G. opens up about her first boudoir experience

Gorgeous Miss G. opens up about her first boudoir experience

I love getting to know beautiful ladies who come into my studio.

After booking a studio session Miss G. shared in the pre-session questionnaire that she has never done a boudoir session before. She also mentioned that I recently photographed her best friend and she loved the images and the experience!

We worked together on her mood board, decided on her hair/makeup look and outfits (Miss G. brought a several very pretty options and also borrowed a few gorgeous outfits and accessories from La Perla Client Closet), chatted a few times before the day of her shoot and when she finally arrived to my studio it felt like we’ve known each other for a while!

The best part? I got to practice my Spanish with Miss G!!

Curious to know her side of the story?

What was your reason and motivation to book a Boudoir experience? 

I wanted to believe in myself again and prove myself that I was still cute.

How easy was the booking process? 

It was very easy, I followed the steps and had my appointment reserved very quickly.

Was it easy to find our studio?

I found very quickly where the studio was located.

How did you feel BEFORE your Boudoir session?

It was my first boudoir session, I was very nervous, a little insecure because my body is not perfect.

Please, share your first impression of our studio 

The studio is so great, everything was prepared for me, from a nice welcoming words to my favorite music.

How did you like your hair and makeup?

I loved the makeup on my eyes making them look so big and beautiful, my skin looked perfect and the lip color was beautiful.

Please, share your experience and feelings DURING the photoshoot?

At first I felt so nervous and frozen, but Irina made me feel safe, guided me and with words made me feel safe, attractive and safe.

How did you feel AFTER the Boudoir experience? 

When I finished I felt the most attractive, Irina made me feel really pretty!

Please, describe your feelings right BEFORE viewing your photos and how did you feel once you saw your pictures. Any particular poses or favorite moments? 

I was really excited to see the results of the boudoir photoshoot, seeing the photos I couldn't believe it was really me, I couldn't choose just one, I loved all the photos!!

What would you say to a friend who is on the fence about booking her boudoir session? 

It is an experience that we all have to live, from the beginning of the boudoir photoshoot you already feel beautiful. Irina will make you feel so safe and comfortable.

What was your favorite part of the experience? 

My favorite part was everything, just having a boudoir photosession was great!

In-studio HMUA: Cristy Felix

Wine bodysuit, black mesh diamond dress and black lace robe and accessories: LaPerla Client Closet

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